I don't know what it is but I am in a SLUMP right now. A slump where I feel like doing....nothing.
I am currently re-evaluating a lot of things in my life and I just honestly don't feel like blogging about my food right now.
Honest truth. That's my reality. I do this EVERY summer. I go through a phase of low self worth and a feeling of failure. I think it's too much sunshine really. haha. All this sunshine and HEAT makes me FEEL like I should be cheery and happy...gosh it just makes me feel horrible. It's such a time of rebirth for my surroundings, however I always put a giant shell on and bury my soul deep with in myself....so that's where I am.
D will also have the camera this week in DC so I won't have pictures anyway. (not that I have been posting! haha)
I'll give you a "life" update though!
Let's see... You know we did all those house stuff. I have FINALLY picked out curtain fabric for the ENTIRE house!! (PRAISE GOD!!) It's been HARD since I'm picky.
I begin teaching a bible study in 2 weeks at my house which I am very excited about.
I have 8 million baby blankets to make since the entire world is having babies. Seriously.. honest to GOD I would have a baby right now if it would pop out a toddler. I just do NOT want an infant!! D and I have opened up the foster discussion once again. We really just need to go to a meeting and get it out of our systems!
My Papa gave us a lawn mower but it died upon one use. We don't buy anything on credit unless it's interest free so we have 12 months to pay for our new TORO mower! I might actually get on that thing! So that's exciting I guess.
We have a YARD SALE coming up in June, which is very exciting. I love my Yard Sales.. I go most Saturdays.
I need to find a time to have my in-laws over for a big Birthday Celebration but D is never off... so it's hard.
I have applied for an Adult Education job at the Community College.. fingers crossed and little prayers sent up would be appreciated!
Hmmm.. I go to the Dr. tomorrow to have my knees checked out. They're hurting like MAD lately making FIRMing very difficult. I suspect something new is torn. :(
Okay.. I think that about sums it up. I am still in a funky-funk.
Maybe I should change my blog to LIVING FREE FROM FAT FUNKY FUNK. Hmm. :o)